Anticipation

you will look at me in anticipation,
you'll stare at me, but in vain
If you think I can forgive you
Maybe you should think again


For all the lonely long walks
and the miserable eternal days
It takes a moment to break a tie
Yet the feeling always stays
You weren’t there when I wept like a child
When I could see nothing but you,
You were there with a stranger though
Starting love anew


You left me on an unknown roadWith no signboards to follow,
Dint know that the heart I choseCould have been so hollow
And if I’ve found my way backAnd you are surprised to know,
Now Im glad you left me in the darkFor it let your true self show


You still make me pause and wonder
How could I be so blind?For if in life there is a biggest blunder,
It sure has to be mine
I loved you so madly
No one could love you more
But looks like you chose your destiny
And now I close my door

I have sailed through and want you to know,
U’ve come back now but I’ve let go
I cannot forgive you, its just not the sameYour love hurt,
it was more loss than gain
I choose to walk my pathAnd
I choose to keep awayI’ve broken ties and all love fetters
In my world you no longer stay